Ascension Symptoms and Solutions

November 18, 2008 at 1:47 pm (Spirituality) (, )

dolphinspiritualchildAscension  Symptoms  and Solutions

 

Since a long time now,  have been going through profound changes. I am very grateful that I can share these with you, and this in return offers some relief to me. 

 

I have  strongly been inclined to ‘spirituality’ ever since I remember. My mother, (who I strongly believe is some great spiritual being and whom I am devoted to) has been very religious and this only served to fashion my habits and thinking into practicing spirituality. I have since a very long time felt that I did not belong here, I would be more truthful if I admitted that I have not found a place on Earth that makes me feel like I was ‘home’. I had some unusual symptoms like acute hearing, extreme spiritual quest and a knowing of some great mission on Earth, I was extremely compassionate – more than normal and was very sensitive, had strong instinct and could suss people out straight away, believed in the paranormal, had carvings for weird stuff like stones and charcoal and even pencil lead (which is shocking I know, but it did not stop me) this condition is classed as ‘PICA’ now. I knew I possessed some great power, I have always felt it. I feel like I could fight the dark force with my Light. I have had many dreams like this and have encountered upon events that have proved this. 

 

However, for the last few years I noticed I was going through dramatic changes. I almost felt like I was ‘loosing my mind’ at times. Prior to reaching this point, I had become quite ‘materialistic’ – as to striving for a career and using business politics for monetary gains. I never intentionally tried to hurt anyone though, and was still quite spiritual and kind. During these times, I would send hours in book shops and on internet, purchasing and going through countless number of books and spiritual literature. On the other hand I was alarmed at the shocking changes I was going through. My ego-body felt threatened and tried to put up a fight. Being a vegetarian since the age of 14 years, I started to eat meat again – that is after 20 years! I went through many temporary phases like wanting to go out every day and wander around and swim in the materialistic world, languish in the company of other ego- centered beings, etc. Though this was a short phase, it still left me through a roller coaster highs and lows. I also started to feel very very sad. I am convinced I had gone into a silent and very controlled depression, that know one knew about. I started going for Reiki healings (even though I was initiated myself at that time) and desperately tried to reclaim inner peace. I felt lost and out of place. Thanks to my daughter and mother who kept me grounded at these times. I felt tremendous pain and felt like my life had gone totally wrong and I was living my worst nightmare. I wanted to deeply connect to kindred and gentle souls, longed to be part of a family and community. The more I seeked and tried, the more disappointed I became. The kind and loving family and community I desperately needed was not there. Suddenly, I felt more and more disgusted with people’s behaviors, I just could not connect anymore. 

 

This phase can be best described as a transformation phase. Like the moth turning into a butterfly. It hurts. I started to feel more alienated and out of place, and it made it worse because I never liked the city that I lived in. I constantly felt like I wanted to run away, fly away into another world. I came across Eckhart Tolle’s The power of Now, and a deep spiritual transformation began at a cellular level. I say cellular because it was something that was happening inside of me, and I felt a connection with the cosmos. First time I started to practice meditation, and started to dwell in silence and started to find peace. Sometime here I learnt about ascension. But I did not know about the symptoms. 

 

I got more and more attracted to these peaceful moments. I had a deep urge to connect to more light and spiritual beings, and that is why I got drawn to the Brahma Kumaris Spiritual University. I can say that my transformation has been very rapid, and suddenly I started to have a rapid awakening and all the information I needed seemed to be coming to me at the right time. For the past 1 year up to the point where I learned about ascension symptoms, I had started to experience them at an extra ordinary pace. 

 

If I can recall when they started to accelerate – I’d say that it was at the time when I started to practice stillness in my life and withdraw from the 3D world. I started to experience high states of peacefulness and divine connection, and then extreme low state of anger and frustration and total disassociation. I felt like I could no longer relate to my life. I found disorganization and uncleanliness repelling. I found that I loved being alone, and suddenly did not need to wander around. In fact, I avoid being out and I know how that sounds… but it is part of the reason that one starts to become accustomed to higher vibrational energies and finds 3D energies appalling or hard to adjust to. 

 

I stopped eating meat, and did not feel like having wine anymore. I know many think it is natural to eat meat, but I cannot think of killing animals and then consuming them. The time of their death, they lock fear which store up negative Chi or energy and when consuming them this negative energy is passed on. Anyway, animals were not meant to be killed and eaten. Our bodies are made up 3/4 of water and we were supposed to eat fruits and consume other vegetables. The whole process is more appealing and obviously, non-violent. Hunting animals and killing them and eating their flesh is violent.

I came across the Ascension symptoms, and finally felt relieved that I was actually going through a wonderful process. These are the symptoms I have felt, check and see if you feel these too. I now feel like I am going through the stage where I am now accustomed to the higher energies, I am rapidly progressing and no longer seek knowledge in book stores, everything I need to know is revealed to me at the right time. I also feel more and more blessed, things are becoming better and it is easier for me to retain peaceful states for longer period of times. The worse of all the spiritual symptoms for me has been in dealing with 3D beings. Suddenly, I felt like I was invisible to people around me. It seemed to me that there was a conspiracy against me, people were avoiding me and I found people very insensitive, cold and materialistic. I craved to be with kind souls, especially loved the company of children. Suddenly I found myself isolated, not able to connect with people or with the world around me. I deeply felt like I missed my own soul family. I craved for enlightened beings and awakened souls in my life, and longed for company of my soul sisters and brothers.

 

I have since then been rapidly progressing and awakening spiritually. I had a The Re-Connection done, attuned to Reiki and am about to be attuned as a Reiki and Acension Reiki  Master. I have started Yoga, am turning into a fruitarian ( eat more fruits, but still crave eggs and have fish sometimes, and most importantly do not enjoy eating out as much) I walk every evening for an hour or so, and find that very gentle on my soul and it does have an affect on the physical body as the one gets aligned to the Earth’s grid and energies. I do enjoy looking up in the sky alot, hoping to catch a glimpse of one of the space ships! Most importantly, I no longer hate being here. I am learning to accept my life and I trust that it is enfolding everything in the perfect order, in the perfect way. I am looking forward to releasing all the negative and old 3D patterns and eagerly await the merging of higher energies and Light, and even more so, awaiting the wonderous events that are about to take place on Earth, and the journey into ascension and the New Golden Age.

Ascension/ Starseed and Spiritual Awakening Symptoms:

  •  Tingling, itching or vibrating activity on top of the head, associated with Light pouring in the Crown Chakra or/and opening of the Crown Chakra. Alternatively, may feel pressure on top of the head. Solutions: Don’t worry, this is normal. have a indian head massage or at the middle of the head with cold water. I do that alot and find it helps somehow. 
  • Unusual body aches- especially neck, upper back and shoulder pains. I have read that sometimes the shoulder blades tingle and prick painfully, and it is a sign of growing back our wings. However, in this case it is associated with changes in the DNA patterns. Solution: I have not found anything yet, accept have all kinds of massages.
  • Sudden wave of emotions- from elated to deep sadness. Remembering of extreme sad situations in the life, and feeling  inexplicably depressed. Get angry at the slightest provocation, over sensitive and no longer able to associate with the self. This is caused by releasing of past pattern and old self. No longer feel like you can tolerate the old 3D world. Solution: At these times, best to cry and let go. Accept the feelings. Make yourself feel better by meditating, sleeping, taking a shower r a long quiet walk. Healing of the Solar Plexus is helpful through Reiki sessions or other alternative methods like deep breathing and yoga.
  • Lots of unsolved issues pop up in your life, people whom you do not like. You need to develop acceptance and learn to forgive rather than fret and revenge. Solution: Learn let go. As you concentrate and envelope the Light, it will be easier to practice unconditional love towards all and as your Light quotient increases, these past hurts fall away and disappear from your sphere.
  • Changes in weight gain, especially on the lower belly. This is said to be because of developing some new organs and patterns. Solution: Accept and trust your body and the process.
  • Suddenly hearing or seeing things. This may not happen to everyone, but as we adjust and re-align to higher energies doorways open and we are sometimes accidently or intentionally tuning into other frequencies around us. 
  • Loss of identity. This happens quite early and maybe one of the first symptoms. The ego-consciousness and body collapses and suddenly we find that we no longer know who we are. We try to grasp to old realities and meanings and associations and personalities – but are no longer able to. Solution: This is probably the worse of all symptoms as you realize that a very significant part of you is no longer alive. This leads to temporary isolation. Meditate much and discover your new true higher self. Make friends with your new identity and grow with it. 
  • ‘Vibrational Flu’ which are similar to flu like symptoms. Body aches, back aches, head aches, neck stiffness, throat aches, muscular spasms, racing heartbeats for couple of seconds only, cramps, changes in sexual desire, eyes paining and ear ache, buzzing in the head and headaches. Solution: Please do check with your doctor first. If ascension symptoms then pop in a paracetamol and rest, drink lots of water.
  • This is the most common- a desire to break away from restrictive and 3D materialistic world and lifestyle. This includes sudden need to change careers, drop old friends and stay away from toxic people, changes in meanings in relationships (especially with spouses if not your Twin soul). An increasingly compelling need to search for your mission, a higher purpose in life. Solution: Though this can be very confusing to the ego mind, this action will offer great relief and will make you feel much better. You will feel ‘de-cluttered’.
  • Need for a simplicity. Suddenly, materialistic things will hold less value to you other than that of maybe making your life simpler- and not to serve greed and selfish purposes. You will find it easier to give -away things. Solution: You should give away whatever you feel that you do not need, make your life simple. Be Yourself. You no longer want to hold onto what you are not, just be yourself. Discover what you truly like and who you really are – a God or a Goddess. 
  • No need to worship at temples and follow man made rituals. You will find that you will be intuitively guided in re-connecting with God and higher beings and masters. Solution: Trust your heart and intuition. Do not feel guilty. Recite the mantras you are drawn to, light an incense, connect the way you feel like.
  • Many synchronized moments numerically especially like when you gaze at a digital watch the time is – 11:11, 08:08, 12:12, 12:21 etc. 
  • Enjoy staying at home. This is because the outside world still exists in a 3d reality, which you find hard to adjust to and find disturbing relating to. Solution: Just enjoy staying at home. Follow your heart. On the other hand, you will be attracted to places of serenity, nature, sea etc.
  • Strong urge to break away from daily chores and responsibilities like mundane appointments and cooking, washing etc. Solution: Good luck! Hopefully you will attract some house helpers. Alternatively, try to work around it and make them more enjoyable.
  • Panic attacks and anxiety attacks. This is because of the changes in the vibrational frequency and the shift in dimensions. As you are moving away from 3 dimensional patterns and frequencies, you feel more vulnerable at times. Solution: Few drops of Rescue Remedy on your tongue and deep breathing. Everything is ok. You are not alone. You are protected.
  • Feeling closer to animals and plant kingdom. Mother Earth is going to ascend with most of these. Touch them more and connect with them.
  • Sudden Dizziness and feelings of ‘Low blood Sugar’. (Applied if you do not have diabetes, please do check with the doctor though). This occurs if you feel ungrounded. Solution: This will pass quite quickly. If persists see doctor.
  • A direct experience of oneness and feeling one with all. Feel connected.
  • Synchronized events begin to take place, and things start to manifest and orchestrate in perfect time.
  • Sudden urge to become authentic and true to your self, no longer need to pretend and please the people you used to in the past. Do not feel scared of consequences, say no when have to. lies and deceptions become intolerable at times. 
  • You find yourself on new spiritual tracks that made little sense to you before. You hunger for the divine knowledge and realize that you are a part of the big picture enfolding and you are to play your important path too.
  • A greater help to need others to follow the Light and wake up.
  • A disquieting sense that things are not the same anymore. Something is happening, and you become more drawn towards it. You look at the materialistic world with complete new eyes, you know that is just an end drama. 
  • ‘Teachers’ begin to appear every where in your life at the perfect time in the form of books, internet sites, people, places, shows, channels, Mother Nature, etc.
  • Impatience. You know that you are in transit, and you have packed your bags (your souls ‘sanskaras’) and are READY TO GO. But the time is not here yet. 

 

There is nothing to worry about, know that we are not alone. Accept your life as enfolding and trust yourself, purify and simplify yourself, pack your bags – in the form of cleansing your soul, forgiving all and by the Law of Grace releasing all your past life karma. Call upon the ‘Light warriors’ to detach and dissolve the negative, dark or difficult forces and circumstances in your life and lives of your loved ones. Remember Earth is a place of Free-will and no higher being can interfere in your life unless you invite them. Invoke and invite the higher energies.

 

Love and Light – Jal

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Invocation

November 17, 2008 at 1:25 pm (Spirituality) (, , )

 

Some of the Ascended masters

Some of the Ascended masters

 

I found this prayer someplace and am certain that beings who initiated this prayer will be more than happy for the world to share it. It has been very slightly been re-worded. I suggest that this prayer should be said atleast once a day by all Lightworkers.

* AUM *
WE NOW OFFICIALLY INDIVIDUALLY AND COLLECTIVELY CALL FORTH:

BELOVED PRESENCE OF GOD.) CHRIST, THE HOLY SPIRIT, SHIV BABA, BRAHMA, COSMIC COUNCIL OF TWELVE, TWENTYFOUR ELDERS THAT SURROUND THE THRONE OF GRACE., THE MAHATMA, MELCHIZEDEK, METATRON., ARCHANGELS MICHAEL AND FAITH., ALL ELOHIM COUNCILS OF THE LIGHT OF GOD.) ARCHANGELS OF THE TREE OF LIFE.) ALL THE ARCHANGELS AND ANGELS OF THE LIGHT OF GOD.) HYOS HA KODOISH, PARADISE SONS.) ALL THE MONADS AND OVERSOULS OF THE SIX BILLION SOULS INCARNATED ON EARTH AT THIS TIME.) GREAT DIVINE DIRECTOR., MELCHIOR, LORD AND LADY OF SIRIUS, LENDUCE, VYWAMUS, LORD AND LADY OF ARCTURUS AND THE ARCTURIANS., SANAT KUMARA, ATLANTO, ADONIS, ARCHANGEL SANDALPHON., HELIOS AND VESTA., ASHTAR AND THE ASTHAR COMMAND, ARCHANGELS JOPHIEL AND CHRISTINE.)

CHAMUEL AND CHARITY. GABRIEL AND HOPE, RAPHAEL AND MOTHER MARY., URIEL AND AURORA., ZADKIEL AND AMETHYST.) ELOHIM

HERCULES AND AMAZONIA, APOLLO AND LUMINA, HEROS AND AMORA, PURITY AND ASTREA.) CYCLOPIA, AND VIRGINIA.) PEACE AND ALOHA, ARCTURUS AND VICTORIA, MAHACHOHAN, ALLAH GOBI, LORD BUDDHA,
BABAJI, YOGANANDA, SRI YUKTESWAR, LAHIRI MAHASAYA, EARLYNE CHANEY, ROBERT CHANEY. ZOSER, DR. LORPHAN AND ALL THE GALACTIC HEALERS. PLATINUM ANGELS. SAI BABA., RAMA, KRISHNA.) LADY MASTERS, LADY HELENA, ALICE BAILEY.) ISIS.) HORUS, OSIRIS., QUAN YIN, PALLAS ATHENA, PORTIA, VISTA,
LADY NADA, LAKSHMI, THE SIX BUDDHAS OFACTIVITY, EL MORYA, KUTHUMI, LORD MAITREYA, DJWHAL KHUL.) OFFICE OF THE CHRIST.) OFFICE OF THE DIVINE MOTHER.) ALL INITIATES AND DISCIPLES FROM THE SYNTHESIS ASHRAM AND ALL SEVEN RAY AHSRAMS OF THE CHRIST, SERAPIS BEY, PAUL THE VENETIAN., HILARION, SANANDA, SAINT GERMAIN.) EAGLE COMMAND.) CELESTIAL COMMAND, ORDER OF THE GOLDEN ROBE, THE MOUNTAIN OF MT. SHASTA, THE EARTH MOTHER., DOLPHINS AND WHALES., PAN, ANIMAL KINGDOM, PLANT KINGDOM, MINERAL KINGDOM, THE DEVIC AND NATURE SPIRITS, THE ELEMENTAL KINGDOM, GANESHA, THE MANIFESTATION COUNCIL, DIVINE MOTHER, SILENT WATCHER OF THE COSMOS, LADY OF THE SUN, LADY LIBERTY, LADY OF THE LIGHT, THE NATIVE AMERICAN MASTER ELDERS, HANUMAN, MULTI‑UNIVERSAL LOGOS, INTERPLANETARY CONFEDERATION OF LOVE AND LIGHT, THE EXTRATERRESTRIAL GUARDIAN ALLIANCE, TRIBUNAL COUNCIL OF THE GALACTIC COMMAND, THE ENTIRE PLANETARY AND COSMIC HIERARCHY. THE CORE GROUP AND FRIENDS!

GREETINGS BELOVED FRIENDS, ASCENDED HOSTS AND CELESTIAL BEINGS, WE NOW HEREBY ASK AND PRAY WITH ALL OUR HEART AND SOUL AND MIND AND MIGHT FOR YOUR DIVINE HELP, AID, GUIDANCE, ASSISTANCE, DIVINE INTERVENTION, DIVINE INTERCESSION AND A DIVINE DISPENSATION ON A MATTER OF GREAT IMPORTANCE TO THE NEW MILLENIUM AND THE REALIZATION OF THE SEVENTH GOLDEN AGE ON EARTH!

WE ARE NOW ASKING YOU BELOVED PRESENCE OF GOD., CHRIST, HOLY SPIRIT AND ENTIRE GODFORCE GATHERED HERE.) TO USE YOUR OMNIPOTENT, OMNISCIENT AND OMNIPRESENT POWERS IN THIS MOMENT.)
AND WE ASK THE LIGHT WARRIORS, TO DISINTEGRATE AND DISSIMATE AND DISSOLVE ALL DARK FORCES, EVIL ENERGIES, PSYCHIC ATTACKS, NEGATIVE ENERGIES THAT MAY HAVE ATTACHED THEMSELVES ONTO OUR LIVES, AND TO REMOVE THEM FROM OUR SOULS, OUR AURAS, OUR SPHERE AND FROM MOTHER EARTH AND FROM OUR SPACE. FILL US WITH HIGHER ENERGIES, AND POWER AND GOD FORCE, AND HELP US THROUGH THIS ASCENSION – MAY THIS THOUGHT NOW JUST BE VACUMED, CLEANSED, TRANSMUTED AND PULLED RIGHT OUT IF THIS PRAYER BE IN HARMONY WITH GOD” S WILL!

WE ASK THAT THE LITERAL HAND OF GOD CHRIST, THE HOLY SPIRIT AND THE ENTIRE GODFORCE NOW EMBODY YOURSELF IN ALL HEARTS AND ALL MINDS AND PUT AN END TO ALL WARING ENERGIES ON MOTHER EARTH TO AN END AND HEAL HER WOUNDS, HEAL US, CHILDREN OF LIGHT.

WE ARE ASKING NOW THAT EVERY SINGLE MASTER GATHERED HERE, TAKE PART IN THIS (“COSMIC MIRACLE OF GOD AND THE GODFORCE.,’)THAT WE ARE NOW REQUESTING!
WE ARE NOW REQUESTING FROM YOU GOD.) THE HOLY SPIRIT AND THE GODFORCE, THAT ALL THE CAUSES OF THE LACK OF PEACE, NOW BE UNDONE!

WE ASK THAT ALL NEGATIVE EGO/FEARBASED/SEPARATIVE PROGRAMMING, FROM ALL INVOLVED, BE UNDONE, REMOVED, CLEANSED AND VACUUMED OUT!

AS THE COLLECTIVE SPRITUAL LEADERSHIP OF THIS PLANET.) WE ALL ARE NOW LITERALLY PRAYING FOR AN “ABSOLUTE MIRACLE OF GOD AND THE GODFORCE TO TAKE PLACE IN THIS MOMENT AND EVERY MOMENT HERE AFTER UNTIL THIS “‘IMMACULATE VISION” AND ACSENSION AND A NEW GOLDEN AGE WORLD ORDER IS MADE PHYSICALLY MANIFEST ON THE EARTH! IN DEEP GRATITUDE, WE ALL THANK THEE AND ACCEPT THIS DONE!

KODOISH.) KODOISH.) KODOISH, ADONAI TSEBAYOTH!

HOLY, HOLY, HOLY, IS THE LORD GOD OF HOSTS!

SO LET IT BE WRITTEN! SO LET IT BE DONE! UNDER GRACE IN A PERFECT WAY.

OUR BELOVED SUBCONSCIOUS MINDS, WE NOW ASK AND COMMAND THAT YOU TAKE THIS THOUGHTFORM PRAYER.) WITH ALL THE MANA AND VITAL FORCE THAT IS NEEDED AND NECESSARY TO MANIFEST AND DEMONSTRATE THIS PRAYER, TO GOD, CHRIST.) THE HOLY SPIRIT AND THE GODFORCE!


LET THE RAIN OF BLESSINGS FALL.

 

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If it Hurts ask for Help

November 17, 2008 at 12:41 pm (Spirituality) (, , , )

 

You're so loved

You are so Loved

It seems some of us are still operating from our pain or ego body, instead of working from soul or higher consciousness. This is not the time to get attached to worldly things and begin to dissect politics, human behavior, financial circumstances etc. This is the time to see the big picture, and trust that everything is coming together. We know that very little time is left and we know better than those who are still wrapped in ‘old world thinking ‘. That is the whole point of being awakened Star Seeds, Indigo children, Angels and Spiritually awakened beings… we have a much more bigger role to play: We need to be ready so that we can help others when they need us. It is damn hard I know, living and managing in two different realities, or so it seems. Feeling sleepy in afternoons, waking up in the middle of the night and being wide awake, changing eating patterns, feeling more different and alienated from most people, relationship changes, career change, feeling almost like an out cast, feeling over emotional most of the time, avoiding loud places, feeling disoriented at parties and clubs, no interest in finance, getting body aches in weird places like the crown, neck, eyes, shoulder blades. Heart flutterings, needing to be alone more often and in quiet places, weird food craving, sudden diet changes, crazy mood swings from happy to sad, feeling a ‘ready to go home’… but where? Lucky are you who can see the star ships, who can see lights in the sky, who can channel higher beings and see angels, who can astral travel and get solid proofs that there is a world co-existing with ours, but some of us just have to go with extreme radar like instincts and strong feelings. Wish we could have some re-assurance too.. and this is the only place where we find it when we can be in touch with you all. I love the Ashtar Command and the Intergalactic Fleets and their mission, the first time I heard the name and about them, it rang a bell. I feel so torn at times I want to break down and cry. Waiting and becoming more and more awakened is getting very tiring and painful. I find that this website has many questions answered. It is getting difficult, but we have been re-assured that for the Star seeds and awakened ones things will be made easier and paths will be cleared. I also believe that we can call upon the Real Light Warriors, and doing so we can invite them to clear blockages and dark entities, evil energies and psychic attacks, evil spells which have attached themselves to us or to our environment and can disintegrate these, dissolve and dissipate them. We know that we are to become like God and Goddesses in the New World, we need to start preparing ourselves and that is the gift we can offer to Ashtar Command, Our Father and all celestial beings and Mother Earth, and all those who are helping to raise the frequency of this planet and help it and us to ascend. If we cannot match these high frequencies, there is no way we can ascend because the Light is a very high frequency and our 3rd dimensional bodies cannot take it. We need to increase our Light. We can decide to spend time arguing, dissecting and judging with our limited body conscious mind or work through our higher consciousness and limitless mind. We can continue to fret and doubt and procrastinate our awakening… or we can accept ourselves as awakened beings, trust the flow, grow our Light and help and inspire others around us… and anyway, BEING GOOD HAS NEVER HURT ANYONE ACCEPT MAYBE THE ONESELF. It is hard, and feels lonely and isolating at times, sometimes it feels very painful being Good, because we sacrifice, we gulp down the words instead of spitting them out, we understand and always see the other person’s point of view… we feel so hurt when people are mean to us and so materialistic and manipulating… God it hurts. I call upon the Good, the Higher beings, the Divine Light, Ashtar Command and the Light Warriors- to help us through this awakening, to soothe our paths and protect us from the harsh winds of negativity, balm our wounds and hush our cries… please help us by dealing with the negative and difficult forces and energies around us so that our spirits do not break and we can work according to the plan.  

If there is anything else that you need to know or something we can address to then you are welcome to leave a comment and we will help you.

Love & Light – Jal Patel

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Towards Ascension

November 17, 2008 at 11:40 am (Spirituality) (, , , , )

divinebabayaadhai-full1It is time now… to unite.

We know that there is not enough time to waste, it is better to be prepared and ‘drop the excess baggage now then to be busted at the border’. I have been a ‘normal’ earthling so far, and maybe a starseed which has been activated. I have followed some simple procedures, or shall I say that I have had a strong impulse to follow these. I would like to share them with you. I feel I have transformed and am a new person after this.. and this process has been opening doors for me and guiding me ever since.

Firstly, I had a very very very strong impulse to ‘let go’ of ‘religion’ (hope the inverts are not annoying but the reason I am using them is to express the worldly way of talking). Religion is something I have found hard to grasp, yet all have at some point desperately tried to follow it in the hope to find the answers we are looking for, or to find the home of God or to feel the sense of ‘belonging’ that we all yearn for. The compulsion to follow rituals was out of my system, and instead there was this longing for a deep connection to God and God consciousness. I live very close to a center named the ‘Light House’ – which is dedicated to serving the teachings of Brahma Kumari Spiritual University and is open to all. I’ve always had a heart tugging feeling that this was a genuine light worker group if not more. I felt drawn for the first time in 9 years to the path. This was a place of positive vibrations, and a simple path towards ascension and Light. Here one had to sit in a quiet room, with Brahma Baba’s photo in front, and light at the back, and perform an open eye meditation (Raj Yog). The open eye meditation or ‘dristhi’ is a way towards meditating in silence, meditating on the Supreme God (which they call Shiv Baba and Brahma Baba was only the vehicle for channeling) and feel that we were peaceful souls, and in the process merge more and more with the God Consciousness. This is not a religion but a spiritual institution. The literature is very positive, and the methods simple. I do not know if the Supreme God is called Shiv Baba, but this knowledge says simply that time is ending now and soon the Golden Age will commence, and that we will be Gods and Goddesses in this age. To be Gods and Goddesses, we need to start to conceive these characteristics or ‘Sanskars’ in our consciousness and soul. The 5 vices of humans must be overcome. At this given time, I had this path infront of me and it appealed to me and I found it in accordance to the ascension process and I decided to walk on it.

Secondly, through the help of this path, I started to practice God consciousness and stopped thinking from the ego. This is very challenging, but it is very important. For more help on this I suggest you read Eckhart Tolle’s books like ‘Power of Now’. The process of re-connecting to one’s own self and God consciousness made me instantly peaceful. I started to experience more peace and it helped me to lift up from the every day pitiful and victimized thinking that arises from the ego-self or pain-body. I used to ‘hate’ the city where I live in. If someone asked me where did I want to live, I would say that I still haven’t found a place on Earth that I felt this is where I wanted to live. I especially DID NOT like it here. But after this process (spiritual awakening) I have felt a sweet peaceful state coming over me. It does not matter where I live now, which circumstances I am in now – as I feel that I have found an access to a sweet peaceful state – which I guess is called God Consciousness.

Thirdly, I have started to enjoy doing things I never used to like. I understand that I don’t want to wander around town aimlessly, I don’t feel a need to. I don’t want to associate with people I used to, not that I am going out of my way to avoid them but just naturally feel drawn towards being content in my own circle. I have let down invitations to parties and the scene of crowds, drinking and loud music just does not appeal anymore. Instead, being near nature, being alone or with selected company, meditating, reading and cooking food myself (which I hated earlier and had no need to do as we have a cook) sounds more appealing to me now. I enjoy these little simple moments in my life, and almost feel bashful for this new found inner blissful state. I used to love going out and eating out, but now I don’t feel so happy doing it. It just ruins my peaceful state and I find myself a need to meditate or trying to gain that consciousness again. I would have argued to anyone earlier who tried to preach this way of life to me, but who would win an argument coming from the hurt, ego-self or the quick and clever thinking of the pain-body? I would not want to argue with that, because how could someone have described to me a taste / sight that I had never experienced before? This is something that you need to taste and experience to feel and know. Once this sweet God Consciousness is experienced – everything else seems dull in contrast.

I am not so perfect yet, I still get angry and still get upset, but I feel like I am progressing rapidly. I also found Ashtar Command and literature on Ascension that I feel would only be able to be received by selected few. I don’t think that everyone believes in this or are scared to because they don’t want to let go of the material 3D world. I read Ben Arion’s article on symptoms of Spiritual Awakening yesterday and I was shocked! It seemed to me like it was directed at me. In the risk of sounding conceited I must admit this. What I am trying to say my fellow Light workers, is that we may each read it and feel that it is directed to us. That is how precise the symptoms feel! Then at one point he says that … ‘you can write your novel’ and that was shocking as I am writing a novel! So these sort of sweet synchronicities increase on a daily basis. Teachers appear etc. I just met a Reiki Master. I am going to pursue Reiki masters and have started to practice Reiki healing on myself and others which I had not been doing now that I have second degree Reiki initiation. I am a publisher but suddenly found the business a rat race and very materialistic and decided to get out it and instead just remain as the editor and designer. I enjoy the design and writing process. Now I feel that my life is has come into some order, and I have found what I want to do and where I want to be.

Some days ago I suddenly remembered a prayer I used to say every day when I was younger and which I had forgotten totally! I said it when I got initiated and felt the presence of many angels around me. I urge you all to adept this prayer into your daily routine and consciousness. Say it before you get out of bed and before you go to sleep, say it when you are in nature and feeling peaceful. I am not a ‘Christian’ – but like I already mentioned, i don’t believe in religion now… only in God.

” Lord, make me an instrument of your Peace.
Where there is hatred ~ let me show Love,
Where there is injury ~ let me give Pardon,
Where there doubt ~ let me have Faith,
Where there is darkness ~ let me spread Light.
Where there is sadness ~ help me find Joy.

Grant that I may not so much seek to be understood as to Understand,
To be loved as to Love.

Then miracle shall follow miracles, and wonders shall never cease.
Amen. So be it. It is Done.”

Another profound change has taken place. I used to get panic attacks. I would constantly find myself spraying the Rescue Remedy onto my tongue (Bach Flower Remedies) or popping a pill of ‘Kalms’ into my mouth. My fear has disappeared. I don’t feel scared anymore. I have a brother-in-law who has gone mental and is a severe alcoholic. He isn’t allowed in our space but I have still been very scared of him because of his terrorizing behavior and abusive loud and angry language. Suddenly, I find myself not scared of him! I suddenly felt like my fear had snapped, I did not feel angry at him but started to feel sorry for him. I felt that God would not allow anything bad to happen to me now. I truly don’t understand how and why, but this is amazing. It is a trusting process, a feeling that everything will be alright. Everything is alright, we are not alone, we are taken care of. I think I could say that I feel ‘delivered’ or ‘received’ … you get my point.

This is possible. Everyone must first decide. Decide if you want to remain in a fake 3D materialistic world or want to be part of the wonderous New World or Golden Age where you can reclaim your deity status. No one can force anything on you, you will just know, you will be the one to decide. If you are a stardeed, you will be activated. In fact, I feel that if you are reading this – you must be an activated Starseed or some divine soul.

I pray for you. Simply close your eyes and start to meditate in the silence of the night, and meditate on Light. All the answers will start to be revealed to you. Also, I ask you to invite the Light Warriors who have been sent to us on Earth at this time. Invite them to help you, to disintegrate your negative patterns and dissolve your addictions, to detach any evil and dark forces that may have latched themselves on you. The Light Warriors will only come if you ask them to as no divine being can interfere your free will. Invite the Light Workers too. At this point, let us thank the Ashtar Command and all those Light Beings who are working so sincerely to help us ascend. Feel compassion for Gaia, our Mother Earth and pat her and send her good vibrations. Hug trees and send your love and Light, imagine it going down the roots and spreading into the Earth and filling it with Light.

At this point, the more Light and blessings you give, ten-folds will return to you.

 

Love & Light – Jal Patel

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